MY ANYTHING! ((:
aiyo. it's shahilia la.
why everything also thing? aiyo. okay. not all. but MOST la. haiyo. something, everything, anything. it's just cos we couldn't think of something? haha. i don't know la.
i just don't understand. why's blogger like that? two days already. i don't like la. it's annoying.
looked through photos again. four HUGE albums of it. mostly baby photos. haha. some, i just don't recall. some, are just funny.
i got my first kiss when i was what, four? haha. from a family friend. haha. he's five. HEHEH. last time i saw his was july 04. haha. he quite shuai la. HAHA. shut up la. yes yes, there was the photo la! kiss on the cheek la. xD it's funny, really.
i love memory flashbacks. it's nice. (: it's sure WAS great being a kid.
two lessons of literature. YAWN. i wasn't paying attention. first lesson, i think i was stoning. second lesson, shahilia and i were talking. i have a 5000 piece puzzle. and i've pieced 502. but seriously, i don't know how big the puzzle can be. it could be 1000 or 10000.
pe was back to the gym again. whoosh! (: 6 rounds around the hardcourt. warm ups. and to the gym. til 10.25. had juice, and a charsiewbao. then there's the other blah blah blah blah blah. moving on...
math was irritating. cgs paper is just downright annoying. it's so complicating la. i couldn't find the answer. but during tuition, teacher ask me do, and i could get the answer. >< i was stressed up during math. and making funny noises again. bang here bang there. AIYO.
geography was boring la. i almost fell asleep. but, it's the last lesson. haha.
tuition was good. haha. or at least i thought so. hm. she doesn't want to tutor me for emath in sec3. haha. she wants to tutor me in amath. sigh. so i guess i really have to take amath huh. oh well. better off anyways. since i want to go double science. hopefully.
20:17
ooh. i love the recover post function. (:
aaron carter songs are nice. shahilia, saturday night is nice la, why not nice?
nsync songs are nice too. (: especially the celebrity album. addicitive. ><
searched high and low for the perfect video html to put up on friendster. search search search. did i find anything? no. sigh. cos just the girl was just too popular on friendster. every profile also have. so that's why, it's here. :D
17:23
happy birthday marcella! ((:
did the qse survey today.
art was fun. i went slightly high.
but i came down during literature. cos i was really sleepy, so i decided to sleep. haha. i couldn't take it la.
went harbour after school. it's gonna get boring man.
COLD. it rained super heavy.
had macs. had fries, then apple pie. then the ice cream machine got fixed. (: so we had ice cream. me, shah and zhi hui.
shahilia's name tag. SHAHILIA CHUA. heheh. i'm thinking about something, what marianne said.
17:00
school was okay today. wileen never come. chinese was boring. no coloured pens to steal. heheh.
pe was fun. haha. went to the gym. didn't get to do my treadmill. i think the treadmills in the gym are a bit cranky one leh. haha. i am not taking geography next year. i cannot take it one la. i want history. (: haha. then science. aiya. most of the class was at the rifle range la. haha. i was at the lab. being an idiot. so much so that i wrote: ren men zai na li, on my science textbook. haha.
supposed to go harbour, but char, kim and zhihui went town. i decided to go home, knew there wouldn't be enough time. but there was enough time to eat. cos i did go harbour eventually. (: with shah. haha. went yoshi to eat. i had two jellys this time. (: shah added a lot of chilli today. even though the countless times she said she didn't like it. hoho. rena and resa came along. haha. i think the two of them ah. haha. super cute la. both have same reactions. and they talk the same way. haha. no wonder they're twins la. xD went to macs with shah. she had chocolate sundae. i had a cone. then we walked to the stationary shop. haha. she bought her double sided tape. and we stared at magazines. haha. then of course, went home la. i've finished my homework. (: gonna study after this. i limit myself to 45 mins of computer, everyday. then i'll eventually cut down. haha. boohoo. the word 'everything' is gone. washed away by powerful soap. haha.
MY EVERYTHING! ((:
18:52
i've just completed my cme brochure thing. but i couldn't be bothered, therefore, it's just printed out research. HA. i don't want to fail a subject like cme you know. it's not worth failing.
english paper was okay pretty okay. it won't be an A but it won't be a D either, hopefully.
i'm getting lazier. i've got other things to do than blog. heheh.
i don't know, extra lit was annoying. cos i didn't get the hand out. and i understand a thing. AND. some people are just being rude la. people have changed, but not that drastically. you used to be nice, we used to be okay, but now, sigh. and you, we used to be okay, i guess we were never okay, you were just being two-faced. i really do hate you. ):
honey: baby loves her mummy! ((:
what do you have against us man? what have we done? it can't be just because of that stupid dance thing. not happy say so la, i'm not gonna have a clique fight man. mummy doesn't allow. xD
18:53
sigh. yes. i'm on the computer. not a good thing. it was tempting la. haha. at least i studied today. yes yes, i really did. i did literature. i've finished the whole book, from the guidebook. really proud of myself man. (:
oh yes yes, i want to watch the longest yard. but that, i dream only la. now no time. sigh. probably go video ezy someday. haha. and borrow a whole lot of dvds. heheh. suddenly, i want to watch so many thousand movies.
bought a nike bag today. (:
19:13
okay. i'll update yesterday's, today.
maths maths and more maths revision papers. i need to study la, stop it with the homework man.
ms yew got irritated during english. sigh. i guess we really do talk too much huh. heh.
project work was irritating. had to do presentation. and zhi hui's index number just had to be number 1. not that i'm blaming you, you moron number 1. xD
dance, haha. did the cha cha. -.-' no waltz test, that's next week. phew.
literature, what else la. ms yew still in a foul mood. sigh.
assembly was quite interesting. not for ppl like shahilia, who can't appreciate stuff like the harp. bish. it's quite nice what.
elections for house captain. whatever.
i have got extra lit class on monday. grr.
today was an okay day la.
woke up with a foul foul mood this morning.
i don't know but i found my dad irritating.
read newspaper, went to study, geography. (:
came down for lunch. i was irritated at my mum.
ate ice cream, flipped through the ikea book. and i wasn't irritated anymore.
went to study literature. (: played the guitar. then the piano. a bit psycho right? i know.
watched a little tv, on joan of ark. then bathed. then went for service, in a foul mood. sigh.
got happy. take away dinner from macs, to the hawker, with joyce. haha. squeezed into one chair. went 7eleven for candy mix and sour power 1m roll. (: sat at the box with joyce, charmaine and danielle. joyce left with cherissa. charmaine left, parents came. walked with danielle. she went to meet her boyfriend. and i went to meet my parents.
they bought 2litres of juice for me. yay. i love. (: they bought ice cream too. i wonder why they're so nice. haha. I KNOW LA. trying to bribe me to study right, say so la. haha.
i'm refraining from the computer as much as possible. especially on weekdays. i seriously have to study. and i'm gonna do it this time round. tmr, no computer at all. little television too. cos i have my paper on monday. -tenses up- sigh. this is the last league of the race, and i'm gonna run my best, and sprint to the end. it's a challenge that i'm facing, that i'll have to complete.
DO, OR DIE.
22:09
YOU CAN JUST BLOODY HELL GO AND DIE.
THINK YOU VERY BIG LA.
THINK YOU VERY WELL LIKED LA HOR.
ONE DAY. I'M TELLING YOU. KARMA WILL COME BACK AROUND.
JUST YOU WAIT AND SEE.
YOU ARE SERIOUSLY AND IRRITATING PIECE OF SHIT.
THE MORE I SAY, THE MORE I FUME.
I SWEAR, IF TMR WEREN'T A SATURDAY, I'D HAVE GONE UP TO YOU, AND SLAP YOU HARD ACROSS THE CHEEK, LEAVING A PERMANENT RED MARK.
YOU NEVER KNOW, THE ONES CLOSEST TO YOU COULD BE THE ONES THAT HATE YOU THE MOST.
THIS IS THE COLD HARD TRUTH.
YOU'RE NO QUEEN OF THE WORLD.
no mood to blog already la. i see if i'm happy tmr.
21:53
I WANNA DREAM.
22:05
i think i'm seriously officially sky high crazy.
i'm trying my best not to be la. that's why the change of msn pic to just a normal thing done with paint. haha. i'm obsessed over sky high, and i still don't know why. haha. it rhymes!
i haven't started studying. sigh.
but i've cut down on tv. (:
that's cos my dad is there, supervising me, chasing me away from the 'screens'.
isaac's weird. he just sent me some jayz and something mixed. what the hell? okay la. it's not that bad, but still weird. sigh, we should sweep mines again, it's been so long since you've last challenged me. haha, still remember how you used to bug me all the time to play, especially when i've just come home from church, aiyo you ah, then when you see me, you go, i'll beat you next time. haha. now, you're another one that has moved to tc. sigh, why tc, not tct?
listening to an hour of music. haha. aiya, couldn't be bothered to study already la. nobody's home, the whole house is mine, mine, mine! oh wells.
tuition was pretty quick today. i like. (: she told my dad that i'm good. haha. that i do my homework. i rush it actually. haha. but at least i still get it done.
i'm taking forever to update this. cos i'm doing so many other things. haha. aiya, spoil the mood la, don't want to update already la.
i'm tired.
no more cca till after exams! (:
the weekends are coming, english paper's coming. no no. not good.
elections for house caps tmr. i'll just anyhow eeny meeny miny mo. i couldn't care less. catherine's always at the bottom few anyway, what's the point.
negative side, go away!
20:44
you know what. i hate to enter enter enter. so this is all you're gonna get. the titles. HA.
-celebrity
-pop
-gone
-the two of us
-that girl (will never be mine)
18:21
ni hao!
i quote mer's blog.
Science at Rifle Range! And Yijing is mad please. I didn't know she was this crazy. And I love the Victory sign :) Heheh.
haha. never knew i was mad? when i'm mad, i'm super mad. TEEHEE.
i've had it. i'm not taking biology next year. i can't take it. -shivers-
fish n chips for recess. i'm eating too much. i spent too much today. heart pain la.
art. mer, must take care okay. i went high high high again. haha. after recess, i sing weirdly. haha. i don't sing la, i say. but still, i do so in funny voices. heheh. hm. my turn to scan. then i scanned for char, then shah, then kim, then lyanne, then marcella. hahaha. YOU KNOW WHAT. i know everyone's password. xD some are just plain ridiculous, RIGHT SHAHILIA. some, i can just burst out laughing, like kim's and char's. marcella's is more like a password. lyanne ah, nothing to say man. haha. i know zhihui's password too. the uber lame one. -.-' okay okay. mr seow was like, charge $1 per picture. not a bad idea leh. i'd have been rich already. haha. of course la, joking right.
english was a rushing your homework time. quickly did maths. i left book in locker. so cannot do mahs. heheh. me and wileen were doing la. and i was searching for my ruler, that went missing somehow. only to find it at the side of my chair. of course, i was fiddling with it just now. hehe. and i was irritating wileen la, asking her where's my ruler. haha.
maths was okay. motion geometry ain't that difficult. okay, i've got homework. sigh.
redcross? you call that redcross? haha. it was just a meeting. discuss matters only. haha. it was okay i guess. i'm glad i'm home. i wanna study. i feel super motivated. i don't know why. but yes, i am. i'll refrain from the computer and tv as much as i can. erm. TRY. xD
nice songs coming up next. cos i was listening to nsync's celebrity album yesterday. some nice nice nice songs. haha. :D
17:53
whee! sky high! can't wait, wait, wait. november 3rd kuai dian lai!
stupidity.
shockwave won't play the games i want to play.
globalfun doesn't allow me to play either, even though i've installed java.
BOO.
17:13
this is fascinating. somebody is playing with the gates. and it's going swing swing. as in creak creak. and it's super irritating.
i've decided. if i can get into double science. i'll go for physics and chemistry. just pray that i don't get mrs agatha tan. then i'll take pure history. and elective literature. I THINK.
i think zhihui and i are just hopeless at volleyball. sigh.
sitting with annabelle during geography was funny.
sitting at the 'blah blah blah' during recess was interesting.
i think i like cme. i'm serious. the things you learn are interesting. i wanna take economics IF i go to a junior college.
i wonder how i finished the compre so quickly. haha. lao shi was in a bad mood today. ):
science was at the rifle range. charmaine's story on saturday creeped me out, so i'm looking out for strings dangling from the ceiling. eek! i like the aircon. sitting next to mer gives me motivation to study. i wonder why. i think science in the rifle range is gonna be another interesting experience. HA.
dad didn't want to take me to kfc. so i had to settle for fish and chips instead. i'm going this saturday. but, i'm supposed to be saving money! aiyo. and cutting down on unhealthy food. OKAY LA. i'll eat some other day la. haha.
i've got training tmr. talentime practice again. still require mufti though. sigh. last training i think. i hope. i really want to study this time round.
plans with zhihui for the holidays already. we're going working! so long as i don't have to work at a food joint. heh. i don't want.
17:13
i opened this page more than half an hour ago and couldn't be bothered to update.
whoohoo. went to eat pastamania yesterday. mom finally bought her mp3. i was bugging my dad for an ipod nano, but of course, it can only be a dream. but it's really pretty. and really small. sigh.
remember saturday i had tuition? haha. it was at 9. heh. immediately after tuition. about 11. i went back to sleep. HA. and woke up at 1.30pm. when my lunch was brought home. heh. it's kinda fun doing that. teehee.
school was okay today. morning was still kinda glum. LAST CHRISTMAS I GAVE YOU MY HEART. LALALALALALALA. aiyo. shahilia was singing that song la. haha. okay. double period of chinese. wileen's supposed to buy sour power for me! and i don't know where's my chinese textbook. hm. geography was boring. copy copy copy. but ms ng was nice. she let us of 5mins earlier. FOR ONCE. we're never early for recess. so therefore, today, i decided to eat. tmr i won't. -i think- played in the rain, more like puddles of water. kick! kick! kick! you splash shahilia once. she'll splash you a thousand million times. home econs, hahaha, i think i went high high high! i was talking funnily. i poked myself two times today. HEE. english was boring boring boring. ooh. last few minutes, i listened to wileen's ipod! i want to listen again! nice nice nice! that's just cos i didn't have jon kwong's one to hijack for the past few weeks. HEH.
after school. went clementi to eat my favouritest porridge. then went to do stationary shopping. finally! not standing there, that kind of stationary. pencils, pen, eraser kind of stationary la. i'm happy happy! i've got everything i've wanted. and i spent $13.55. haha. it's under budget. (: then went to the supermarket. got butter and bread. (: toasted butter bread. my fave!
i'm hungry. i'm supposed to be doing my science, and not on the computer la. but i'm being nice by uploading songs? haiyo. my homework! it's okay, it's alright, i'll postpone it til tonight! haha. it rhymes man! i don't wanna watch tv. i wanna study study study. like that will ever happen.
i've got everything planned, everything i want to shop for at the end of this year. whee! i have to save at least $71. that's for the stuff that i really really want. but if really really really have a lot of money, i can go buy EVERYTHING. which is like $346. haha. it'll be $456, if i were to add in a pair of shoes, but DREAM ONLY LA. if my parents find out, i'm dead dead dead. $71 ain't that bad. HA. plus, it's all my saving neh. i'll be so proud! (: further more, i wanna go out and eat (my fish and co!), and watch movies, and buy popcorn, and christmas presents. oh man. i'm gonna be totally broke after that. SOMEBODY PINCH ME LA. I'M DREAMING DREAMING DREAMING!
why am i repeating words three times times times?
17:33
going harbour later. haha. i want to eat pastamania. it's weird, going to harbour. i don't know man. going to some electronics store.
watched the mexican til 12.30am last night. couldn't take it anymore. so i went to bed. haha. don't know why mature themes though? cos the guy was gay? haha.
mooncakes mooncakes. growing fat. haiyo.
19:21
whoohoo! my mom's making tom yam soup. i love!
i already had dinner. had ban mian. see. i went to the hawker centre, something not so expensive. i'm saving saving saving. then i'll go spend spend spend. teehee. xian ku hou tian. xD
cellgroup was okay. JOYCE AH. you made me and jiarong bring a guitar. one person carried an extra load. i'll be playing for next cellgroup's worship! teehee. i don't know if i can do it, but i'll try. haha. service was okay. i think today's sermon was good. although i sidetracked on the third point. heh. i was getting sleepy la. i understood. it spoke to me. (:
smses are gonna be going over my limit soon. and i don't want my phone to be taken away for one whole month. so, i won't be replying to the less important ones. perhaps after 23 september then i'll start replying. i have to cut down on everything. exam is coming coming coming soon. i promised myself i'll study. til today, that day isn't here yet.
TOM YAM SOUP, HERE I COME! (:
21:14
SHAHILIA, I'M SORRY. BUT NOW, I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH. (:
- i know i owe you one, i promised. and i take back everything i've said. that's why i've deleted it.
i was still rather quiet in school today. i talked. not as much though. but it'll be back to normal pretty soon. i'm happy now. (:
school was okay today. waltzing with zhihui is just funny la. i think i can do it man. i think. zhihui la. purposely stepped on my foot. grr. haha. i chased her round the auditorium. lol.
sphere after school was okay. slurpee!
i don't want to be depressed anymore. it feels painful. it feels like you're in a world where everything's not quite right, although that's the reason why you're depressed la. but, it's not a nice process to go through.
just don't expect me eating again come monday during recess. i'm saving money. HA.
tuitions in the morning. working late tonight. haven't done the hmwk. mm. oh no. haven't done graphs yet for the other papers. grr. hm. then i've got cell, joyce wanna borrow my guitar. sheesh. i hope my dad fetches me there. okay. then there's church. sigh. no ushering for me man. SEE. it's another boring saturday. except i have to wake up early. i don't like. just don't make me wake up early on sunday. or i'll knock your head off. i need to catch up on my sleep. HA.
18:59
i've cooled down. i'm happy now. (:
i don't know man. but i'm pretty sure one day, just ONE FINE DAY, i will blow. and it's not gonna be nice. i blew before, everything came out, everything that i've kept deep down inside of me, trying to suppress it, and not to mention the mean things, it'll all come out. and i don't want that to happen. i don't wanna be mean. that day is coming, cos i don't know how long i'll last, and i don't know when it'll start. i think this time, if i blow, i'll say everything about everyone. so now, i've just got to keep my cool, and keep my mouth shut. for how long, i seriously seriously don't know. :/ last time i blew, was yesterday. i felt mean, cos i know you heard. it wasn't supposed to be that way, but too much of a person, makes you go crazy.
KKN. i'm sorry i was in such a depressive, annoyed, irritated mood today. cos i was really depressed, irritated and annoyed. annoyed cos i couldn't take it anymore. irritated cos i couldn't take it anymore. depressed why? me myself also don't know. perhaps deep down inside i do know the reason. :/
your cheering up never works. i wonder why? you're one of the closest people to me. but you'll never managed to cheer me up. maybe it's because you're the one that pisses me off. i don't know why in the world i'm so annoyed by you. when i know you care so much about me. when you're always there when no one else is. when you're always there to lend me money, even though i never return. i probably owe you $50 by now. you're always there for me, but i never appreciate it. everything i take it out on you. i'm feeling guilty, i'm feeling mean.
MARCUS. MY MR WRONG. just because you wouldn't be my MR LEFT.
i'm sorry, kel, i really am. reflecting back, i know i've been mean, i've been really really mean. ): you're the bestest friend anyone could have. you're always there for me, even though i don't want you there. i love you very very much, kel. and i'm really really sorry. no matter how much i tell people i hate you, i know that deep down inside of me, i really do love you.
today was an annoying day. i was in a bad mood the whole day. the march of the penguins was okay. fell asleep for a while half hour into the show. i guess i was really tired today too. commanding tmr. it's the end of the week.
zhi hui, i'm sorry you had to suffer the bad mood from me. i love you! we'll go shopping okay? i really don't know what's with me today. it can't be just because of the genuine, i know. and i know that it's never kelly's fault. but i know there's another reason to it, but i don't know what.
i've decided to delete this part.
charlene, i wish i could have told you the reason why i was irritated, annoyed and depressed today. but i see zhi hui has already told you. thank you so much for caring, from what zhi hui told me, it seems like you really do. (: i love you.
kim, thank you for the rose. it's nice to know you care. (: my something, i love you. SEE. i love you! haha.
mer, thanks for trying to make me laugh, cos you finally did.
honey, i'm sorry i was so dao la. bad mood, you see. but i still love you. you're my mummy, how can i not love you. (: neither do i have a choice. heh.
marcella, you ah, laugh and laugh and laugh. i think the orange julius helped. the sweetness of straweberry and banana. it made me happy. (:
to all the others who cared, thank you. i would have smiled, if i could. but i couldn't. but thank you ever so much. from the bottom of my heart, i love you.
i think i'm in the loving mode la. AIYO.
20:25
why on earth am i using the com now? i don't use it so early man. like this, i can't use later. but i guess, i'll be studying then. i hope. but i've got tons of hmwk to do. especially art. 6 thumbnails? i'm not that creative la.
school was okay today i guess. OVERALL la. science was horrible. i felt. EE. i don't like la.
oh man. i MAY have to command tmr. in the AUDITORIUM. in front of LOWER SECONDARY. oh boy, is this term four stressful. i can't wait for it to end. OH MAN. i'm doing last week of school too. HORRIBLE.
19:06
sigh. i promise myself so many things. that i'll study during the holidays and blah blah blah. but did i? no. i was out, out, out. either that, or i was too lazy. HEH. but i really have to study la. it's 60% counted you know! sa2 is 60%. i'm starting to get stressed. it's too many responsibilities. what responsibilities do i have?! HAHA. okay. only one, STUDY.
okay. this promise, i'll have to do it. i just have to. when CCAs stop. i'll stop with the com. only on weekends. I HAVE TO. i really have to study my best. everyone seems to be finally waking up and really studying. all mugging all the way. i wanna be one of them too. but no matter how hard i try, i never make it through. not even the first day. sigh.
it's my turn for commanding tmr. i'm gonna shout as loud as i can?! DREAM ONLY LA. i'll freak. but thanks to my dad, and all his encouragement. it's nice to know he tries to calm me down. (: from this, i think i may be able to do it tmr. sigh. i need to focus. ><
21:38
my dad's out jogging. and my mom's cooking.
sigh. i don't know why i feel so depressed la.
could be cos of yesterday's event.
oh heck, i should stop brooding over it man.
didn't do much today. i felt as if i was all over singapore la.
conferenced til 3 last night. i swear, i almost fell asleep on the phone.
i think i talked more than usual yesterday. HA.
woke up at 12. dragged myself out of bed la. i would have slept longer, given the choice.
had lunch. went to suntec. all the way, just cos my mom wanted to buy shoe. -.-'
went to lavender hawker centre, nothing to eat. i was hungry la. heh.
went to jurong west. had something light. went to see tv. yupp. it's coming tmr. (: between 3-5pm. haha. i wanna be the first to watch a programme on the new tv! haha.
it's school tmr. sigh.
me and kelly are up for commanding. she's going first. i don't care. i think i'm scared. but i know that i'll have to do it, one day or another.
what a way to kick off the new term with two periods of chinese. GRR.
at least there's one thing to look forward to, KKN! ((:
is the homeroom system starting? I HOPE NOT, I DON'T LIKE.
15 mins to mib!
i'm not a fan, but why am i watching? and why so excited some more?! HAHA.
i'm hungry too.
shahilia, let's go have pizza! (:
19:32
i'm bored. i'm tired. and i'm confused.
these stupid feelings are just confusing, so confusing that it's irritating.
cell was okay. i did a last minute take over for usher duty today. shook hands la. what do you expect. sigh. it's not like i minded. but i'll dream la, i did. i didn't know there was somebody until charmaine poked me with the bulletin. HA. offering bags. that person ah. GRR. she was supposed to start from row I. i for indigo! and she started from H. AIYO. then my set of offering bag got jammed at the end la. i knew she'd start from the wrong row. and it got me super irritated. until i found out that she really started from the wrong row. sigh. it's over, so let bygones be bygones. EH? wrong phrase la. haha. service was okay, i wasn't really paying attention though. cos i was composing one of those silly poems again. this time, it's real.
dinner at macs. mcwings is good. (:
i saw ___ and i was completely ___. this is ridiculous.
21:43
"I put apple sauce on my maths worksheet so i can have apple pi"
`courtesy of JONATHAN LOW
aiyo. it was supposed to be pink, but there wasn't the hot pink that i wanted la. and i'm too lazy to go purposely find the code. haha. so it's purple. HA. there wasn't the purple that i was looking for either, once again too lazy, so i couldn't be bothered anymore la. haha.
OKAY.
dance practices today, i don't know. it wasn't stressful for me. i was relaxed. :D unlike PEOPLE.
honey ; two sentences - YI JING NOT HOT. SAY THAT AGAIN, AND PREPARE FOR A RED HAND MARK ON YOUR FACE. i just can dance. HAHA.
haha, i'm kidding. BUT, i'm serious at the same time. aiya, i'm confusing myself man.
dance from what, 11.30 to 5.30. that's like 6 hrs straight. okay. there was lunch, and tea break, and stupid breaks where we'll sit, listen to tammy tell stories about ULP, gossip, and discuss.
aiyo, today passed rather slowly, unlike all the other days. sigh. school hols are gonna be over. tmr's the weekend. and that's sad. monday, me and kelly are up for commanding. >< i'm scared, i really am. i didn't think i'd be, but in front of the whole school population. that's just FREAKY.
school reopens, and it's term four. redcross is up for morning assembly duty. YIKES. and it's the stressful three weeks before exams start. yes, i counted. maybe i really should get studying. then it's gonna be the end of the year. hm. time sure flew really quickly this year. either that, or i was too busy this year, wasting time away. this is getting really depressing. change subject.
tmr. it's just another ordinary saturday. YAWN. wake up late. mom cooks lunch. i laze around. i go LATE for cell. i go for service. i have dinner. and i go home. it's the SAME every saturday. there's nothing interesting to it. this is still depressing. i'm not gonna blog about anything else. cos there isn't anything else. -i think.
21:32
i'm tired. just plain tired. i fell asleep while watching spongebob and woke up watching romeo.
hiked up bukit timah hill today. tiring la. finally walked the dairy farm loop. (: i think i've raised my adventure seeking to another level. i didn't mind the mud, i didn't mind the water, i didn't mind the hard obstacles. and i made it. accomplishments make me happy. (:
i love hiking up with my dad. i did it like three times during the june holidays. the main road is boring. the paths are fun! (: we still haven't covered catchment path, and taban loop. haha, even i know it.
i don't feel like going for dance practice tmr. i know i'll be tired. and i have to wake up with an alarm clock. that's just horrible. ): my clock is irritating. it ticks and tocks to loudly.
21:23
i don't know what i want. i don't know who i wanna be.
everyone seems to be having problems. things aren't the way they want it to be.
i've been blog hopping. andrew, you poor thing. i know how it feels like when your best friend seems to get distant from you just because he/she is in a relationship. i had a fair share of that kinda pain. ouch.
everyone has problems of their own.
every class every clique has problems of their own.
i wonder what's KKN's problems.
i may know some, yet i may not.
it's better off not mentioning anything here, under the watchful eyes of SPIES. xP
14:23
the tv's gone bonkas again. grr. i was watching spongebob halfway la.
i wanna watch tv, i wanna watch and watch and watch til i die! xD
i didn't learn anything for math today. BISH. waste my time.
they went harbour after school. i went, A WHILE ONLY.
in the first place, why did i go? aiyo. a waste of my time.
shopping tonight. i want a skirt. it doesn't need to be esprit. i just want a skirt. short, not mini. >< that's all i ask for. italian food. i want spagetti. (: my mom's being nice today. i appreciate!
i have tuitions in the morning tmr. and my hmwk is still undone. yawn. i'll try to do some later alrights. TRY. heh. hiking tmr. i love. (: dairy farm quarry trail. kelly may be coming. and i want pizza. HA. addiction.
the posts are getting shorter and shorter.
`keep your hating for me discreet OR I'LL SLAP YOUR FACE.
14:11
everyone's getting downright influenced.
i've got the black suits comin' lyrics. and therefore, i'm happy. (:
plans are a done deal for tmr.
math class.
charlene will come over. let's go for lunch. haha.
i have plans in the evening, i forgot.
meeting my mom at raffles city. eat italian food. then go shopping at robinsons. maybe i'll find a skirt there. that'll be my first skirt in a year. xD more than that actually.
i'm tired. i fell asleep for a short while on the mrt STANDING. okay, i was leaning against the plastic thing la. but still? who falls asleep standing?! if you're really tired i guess, yeah. haha.
20:56
I OWE ZHI HUI $10.
i'll pay you back when school reopens. HEH.
got back not too long ago.
i know, i was supposed to stay home to study. HEH. like i would.
went to zhi hui's place. and my mom allowed, willingly. (:
wonder why she's so nice. hm.
english oral was okay, better than chinese though. WAY.
me, kim, charlene, zhi hui, shahilia.
bussed to town. HA.
ate yoshi at taka. kim went to cut hair, charlene accompanied.
leaving the three of us up to our eating escapade.
we left yoshi slightly after them.
went to auntie anne. shared a pretzel. caramel almond. I LOVE. ((:
went to isetan, coffee club. no fondue. ):
went to esprit. shopped a bit. that skirt is too short la, but i like. $70. that pair of jeans was nice. $100. but no hot legs la. HA.
went topshop, the black and white shirt was nice. $23. so was that uber short skirt, i know, i'm dreaming la. like when would i wear a skirt, when i'm out, as in like OUT, casually. -.-'
went back to taka. coffee club. had the fruit fondue. yummylicious! it was heavenly! (:
walked to the pop music section of kino, i like the score books man. how i wish! stationary section. charlene and kim came along.
went to heeren. took neos. lyanne came.
and we went to zhi hui's house. shahilia wanted to go home, but couldn't, because her mom's atm card and her handphone were with us. we returned her specs. cos she found it. xP
zhi hui's house has so many rooms man. haha. watched honey on julie's com.
shahilia left at about 3. i left two hours later.
no plans for tmr la. after math class. i think charlene's coming over. then, nothing else.
that's my wednesday. it doesn't feel like a holiday man. everyday come home around 6. aiyo.
18:36
WHOOSH.
finally, i can blog.
i like lion king 3: hakuna matata. it's comedy. i like. (:
i wanna watch SKY HIGH! (:
21:42
just got back not too long ago.
chinese orals was horrible. i don't think i'll do well. i remember getting 36 last year. HA. maybe i heard wrong la. could be 26? wo bu zhi dao.
met at the foyer. shahilia came. went to town. far east. ate long john. cabbed to kim's place.
the fur was really ticklish la. my nose was super itchy la. i remember one point, i was sneezing and sneezing and sneezing. hehs. i think her dogs are super cute can. especially the puppies! i like the brown one. haha. shahilia's getting one. and so is lyanne. haha. i like her cats. so cute when they meow. shahilia, i wanna go your house, when you shift to katong. *sniffs
didn't do much actually. cabbed to west mall with mer. took the mrt back to clementi. bought dinner. i'm tired.
i'm bored of blogging la.
18:53
OH. HAHA. DIDN'T REALISED I BLOGGED LAST NIGHT. IMAGINE THAT! HAHA. IF I BLOG THE SAME WHOLE THING AGAIN. xD
watched DUDE, WHERE'S MY CAR last night. FUNNAYE.
'dude, what does mine say? sweet! what does mine say? dude! what does mine say? sweet! what does mine say?'
i think i'm in love with porridge or something. :/
chinese orals tmr. i don't like la. 9.40am gotta be in school. grr. argh. what if i get miss lee my invigilator. AH. i'll freak man.
i want to go alexandra village and eat the yummy yummy barbecued food! stingray, squid and kangkong! i love the chilli there! ((:
and i want to go to the supermarket. i want my cereal. i want my milk. i want my granola bars. i don't like uncle toby's. yucky. blackforest and cherry. EEYER.
this holiday is a rush. a split second, and it's over. sigh.
i've got extra plans on wednesday. meeting my mom in town in the evening. cardmember's sale at robinsons. and i've gotta tag along. maybe i'll go get a skirt for ushering duty. HA. but i don't have hot legs la. i'll bring stuff to change. maybe i won't. we'll see. jon stored it in his calender. i'm honoured! (:
14:04
cellgroup was okay. the usual three again. me, nicole, joyce. haiyo. haha. shared pictures. i forgot to bring mine la. and it's all in the computer. teehee. when i remembered, it was too late. i had to leave, if not i'll be late.
service was okay. i realised that if i listened, i'd absorb more things, more info. i guess, that's one of the reasons why we should be paying attention during service. haha.
dinner at pizza hut. me and joyce shared pepporoni triple cheese pizza. yummy! but i think we overate. too much cheese. haha. went to magicbox after that. i love it when messengers play. (: stayed a while. the two JONATHANs came down, peeped then left. went to talk to them. they left. I'M NOT A DOG OKAY. i went back. a while later, kelly left. then pei shi and i left. jon low was at the bus stop. his bus came. i saw that look on your face okay. pei shi's bus came. left with poor me.
reached home at 9.15. jon low reached home at 9.30. haha. and his bus arrived earlier than mine. lol. of course, he lives further away. haha.
ushering on the 17 september. please remember to attend the youth service at TOUCH COMMUNITY THEATRE located at bukit merah at 5pm. also, please bring your CAMERAS. because SOH YI JING will be wearing a SKIRT and *MAYBE* HIGH HEELS, but most probably shoes to add a casual look onto me, for USHERING and NO, she won't be carrying a handbag, that's just wrong. it's not very yi jing like.
no plans for tmr-
22:00
i know i'll never be who you want me to be
but you don't have to hate me because of that
it pains it scars it kills
if looks could kill
i'd be on the floor
-dead-
i don't know if that's true or not. it just sort of came to my mind. wo bu zhi dao la.
school was boring, chaotic, retarded, great, irritating today.
yupp, all that in one day.
recess was funny. after eating. we played that macaroni game. then we went to the hardcourt. and played. i don't know, that hand game. then tried it with the legs, it was just weird man. haha. coordination problem la. but it was fun. :D
dance was IRRITATINGLY RETARDEDLY CHAOTIC. i'm not being mean la. but why our group, of all groups, why ours? oh, that's just wrong man. dance was supposed to be kkn and kkn only. and now. aiyo. bet you ms queenie hates us now la. i don't know la!
got back report books. i'm happy happy happy with my marks! okay, maybe not with science and literature. but the rest, i am! i've only got 2 Cs. haha. 2 As and well. yeah. 4Bs. haha. i'm always with Bs one. haha. 63%. i'm satisfied. my mom won't. oh man, but it goes to show i studied, and did well. even though i didn't study. haha. it's really a miracle i did well la. (:
after school. talentime rehearsals were irritating too. the ending part la. aiyo.
next monday, orals then dance practice. tuesday, orals then dance practice. wednesday, extra math class then dance practice. thursday, morning tuition. friday, talentime rehearsal.
i'm too bored to blog. i'm getting lazy. cos the holidays are here. (:
20:07
ooh! there's lost tonight! i can't remember what's gonna happen. oh right. i didn't watch last week's episode, thanks to the spook show. ):
watched a cinderella story. teared. it's a nice movie. thank you, shahilia! have i mentioned, chad michael murray is HOT. ((: don't you agree, SHAHILIA?
watched mean girls again. thanks to shahilia AGAIN. haha. i like! (: cos there's daniel desanto. teehee. and of course, jonathan bennett. haha.
wonder what do i eat for dinner. there's nothing in the fridge man. i can't be eating instant mee again. that's just horrible. mm. but i don't know. do i have a choice? man, there's school tmr. grr. and orals next week. aiyoyo. horrible horrible horrible. ): but at least there's the school hols. for yeah, one pathetic week. but after that it'll be the long awaited end of the year holidays. which means, separation. ): oh, it's so saddening to talk about la.
17:22
hoho.
i'm stuck at home.
i overslept for tuition la. it was supposed to be 9. but i woke up at 9.30. somebody switched off my alarm clock set for 7.30. why so early? haha. cos i need to do my tuition hmwk. grr. who was that idiot la.
my mother is making me clean the house today. aiyo. like i would? HA. you wait long long maybe then i'll clean. my holidays, is just gone.
i just realised that it's another 3 more weeks to exams. and boy, am i getting scared. okay, just a little. but it's kinda freaky. this year sure flew fast. school started, i slacked. then came the UnU. then split. then came the NUTS. joined forces. then came the KKN. and there's only two more months before the school year is over. come november holidays, we'll go back to school. get our report books. find out which class we'll be streamed into. tears may fall, you never know. but it'll be a miracle that we'll all get into one class. and i'm sure it ain't gonna be triple science. it's just two months, in the next one month, stress is gonna build up. everything's gonna fall apart. i don't know. the year just flew too fast, i never did cherish any moment that i loved. until the time that i find out, it'll be too late.
now, what should i eat for lunch? i'll watch a dvd. haha. a cinderella story!
phew! that was lucky. i published, it came out no such blog. aiyo. thanks to recover post, i got it back. (:
12:28
Be a goalkeeper & block it
Then, nobody wins
Wear the skipper's armband
Be the captain
You call the shots
Girl time. (n) A bonding ritual essential to females and indescribable to males, characterized by unmitigated chatter, sudden bursts of laughter, endless supplies of tissues, and chocolates.
- And the record keeps playing the same old song